Spring has arrived

Life has been crazy insane for me of late. We are finally at the exciting part of building in my opinion. Choosing out the paints, the floors, Lighting, kitchen stuff as well as bathroom stuff. JIP Pictures are soon coming! I can not wait to show everyone. Yayyyyyy

I have started making tiles for the kitchen back splash! Talk about fun! I think I have a new hobby.... laughs. Love it! After the back splash tiles are done, I get to learn to put them in place. Yes I am going to help tile the kitchen and bathrooms. We shall see how I do.

Two days ago my brand new computer broke! (insert crying here) Yep my computer just just stopped working. So hubby has had to figure out what was wrong. Turns out something is wrong with the hardware. He is trying to fix it. Hopefully I will have it back soon.

I am coming out of my depression. I figured out why I was depressed. I had ptsd (post traumatic stress disorder) regarding a rough time in my past. The time I was brainwashed. It finally dawned on me and my Counselor that January through Easter is the whole time I was brainwashed, and badly emotionally wounded. Even though I was not focusing on that time in my life, my subconscious was. According to my counselor it is rather normal. I am just so glad spring is here. Yayyyy.

A lost a few friends during my depression. Guess they are not really friends, if they could not wait it out with me. I am moving forward, and I figure it is about time to start enjoying life again! I have lots of positive in my life. Lots of good. I am excited about my new home. (we move in at the end of June) Yayyyyyy. I am thrilled with all the beauty of spring. Fresh flowers, warmth in the air, rebirth, and the feeling of love are all things I am going to enjoy.

Thank heavens for spring!!!!

Here is a poem that really hit home with me.

Blessings from heaven.

In all of your circumstances,

Look for God’s blessing.

Look for His joy

And His love everlasting.

Seek out God’s goodness

In a world of tears and sorrow.

Seek out His hope

In the dawn of tomorrow.

Let His peace fill your heart,

Let His hand and word guide you.

Know that you are never alone

For He always walks beside you.

Let His love be your strength,

His trustworthiness your shield.

Be courageous as He goes before you,

His victory to yield.

Walk forward in faith,

Let the Lord work His ways.

His unfailing love is with you

For all of your days.