Monday, August 27, 2007

I am back !

I am in my new home!

Lots of changes, lots of chaos at times, and lots of excitement is happening within our home right now.

I just wanted to drop a quick note saying that I am finally back online! I am still pretty busy with trying to get my sons into school. My moods are up and down as always, but mostly they are up I think. :) My health has been pretty nasty, but nothing new in that area , seems to be my life, and I am trying hard to learn to live with it.

I went back to church. It is the first time in a very long time. It was a service that spoke to my heart. I felt like the message was meant for me. Strange how that happens. I did not plan to go to church yesterday. I never thought I would be able to go back. To much damage was done during the time i was brain washed. I could not get the words out of my head from that time.

I went yesterday not because I woke up and said today is the day. It was a last minute decision. I felt pulled in going. I went to breakfast with one of my good friends here, and she needed me to drop her off at church. We pulled up at the church, and I felt such a need to go in and hear what message would be preached. It was a pulling inside of me that I could not refuse. I came out of church feeling changed.

The service message was about Grace. It was a message I needed to hear.

It is time to make some changes in my life. Hopefully they will be positive ones.

This song I am posting is where I am tonight emotionally. It is all about Grace. The message I received is this very same one.

This song is also very important, very significant for me, because I have not listened to music from "Third Day" since i was brain washed five years ago.The music from Thrid day was given to me from the man who was trying to brainwash me.

How blessed it is to finally reclaim my life and soul back.

IT is about time. I am back!

Let me introduce myself. I am known as Mysti here on my blog. I am a wife, a mother, a daughter a sister as well as a good friend to a select few. I am a talented artist, a loving person and someone with a lot of empathy and compassion.

I am a lady who is not perfect, never have I claimed to be. I sin like everyone else on earth, but I am blessed because I have God's Love and Grace in my life.

First and foremost I am God's Child, and I am back!

Hugs and blessings to all.



Wadical said...

Glad to hear some enthusiasm for life. I hope you arrive at the conclusion that we do not need to find a "reason" to be happy. Our "reason" is our salvation. As the old hymn goes..."Because He lives I can face tomorrow, Because He lives all fear is gone; Because I know He holds the future, And life is worth the living just because He lives!"

I'm glad you're happy Mysti. I hope that you will cling to the one true source of happiness.

Chin up.

wolfbaby said...

you sound like you are glowing with happiness and i am glad of it!!!

happy to see things are going better for you


Raine said...

Welcome back honey- we missed you

jumpinginpuddles said...

yey to you are back your new home and lots of otehr things

Hope said...

Glad you are getting settled, it's no easy task.
Looking forward to catching up.

Rising Rainbow said...

i'm glad that your visit to church worked out so well. I know that it can be hard to bridge the fear and try again.

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Dr. Deb said...

Wishing you peace and happiness in your new home!

S'onnie said...

welcome back its great to see you online again. thanks for stopping by my blog

Wanda's Wings said...

Best wishes and joy in your new home. You are such a blessing to others.