Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Just one more day in mysti's life

Some thoughts.

Ever feel like no matter how good your intentions are, your motives are taken wrong?

Ever feel like when you are your most honest , others see you as being dishonest?

Ever feel like no matter how hard you try in life nothing you do is good enough?

Ever feel like you should just shut up because everything that comes out of your mouth is wrong?

Ever feel like giving up?

Ever feel like it is time to say stop!

This is how I feel today.


Do not worry, I will most likely be back tomorrow to try again.

Never truly giving up.............Just today I am.

On a side note: Why do I care what others think?

Why does it matter so much?

Why in the world can I not tell others to leave me the freak alone?

Maybe something is wrong with me, because I care to much.


keepers said...

we cannot tell you how many times we have felt all of those things!! so you are definitely not alone, no way!! heres hoping for a better tomorrow for you.

peace and blessings



Jade said...

Gotta be your own advocate Mysti. Stand up for yourself when you're being mistreated.
I hope tomorrow brings a new view of the world for ya. :-)

trinitystar said...

If you know deep inside ... that you are doing things right.
Be strong, it is the other persons problem not yours.
It is not your fault.
As jade said ... a new day!
hugs for you.

Anonymous said...

I hope you are able to master the art of letting go. There are a lot of hurtful things people can say, letting it slide off your back and not sink into your soul is a trick that is hard to learn, but worth it to practice.

When I was younger, I was the ultimate perfectionist. Everything had to be "perfect", I couldn't make any mistakes and everyone had to "like" me. Not sure how I did it or at what point it occured, but I had decided one day I would not care what others thought about me as long as I was satisfied with who I was and where I was going.

My worst critic is myself so anyone else's comments could pale in comparison, but learning to shut down the negative talk sooner than later really helps.

If you are not satisfied with who you are or where you are going, know that you have the strength and ability to grow and many friends to provide support when you need it. You have the ability to move toward where you want to be. Believe in yourself! You have so much strength and are worthy of its direction.

wolfbaby said...

Your perfect just the way you are

i hope things get better