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Wednesday, October 22, 2008




I had this long post written up asking for prayers for me. It embarrassed me after i read what i wrote, so i took the post down.

Instead i want to just put a shorter post up, and let everyone know that I am going through a difficult time right now. I know it is because I have had to cut back on a medicine I have been taking for the last fifteen years. (The only medicine i had to help in dealing with the pain of fibromyalgia)

I have gone through withdrawal before due to meds doctors had prescribed to me and then suddenly taken me off of that med. I got through those times of bad withdrawals, and I will do so again.

My mood is very up and down at the moment, probably because of chemical changes in my body. So if i do not post in the next few weeks, or my posts are short, it is because I am dealing with withdrawals once again.

Blessings

15 comments:

Mike Golch said...

Tracy,you are in my prayers.

Tamara said...

Tracy,

I am so sorry. I don't know what med you are dealing with but I know with my fibro if I cannot get my Tylenol 3's I would go insane. As long as I have them then I am very, very responsible and take only as a last resort. However, if I did not have them. Oy vay! I know my pain would be worse just from stress of knowing that I couldn't make it stop if I really needed to.

All of that to say, I understand. Take all of the time you need. I hope you find a way to get the medication. [aborting desire to go on rant about doctors controlling access to meds for responsible patients]

Hugs,
Tamara

Sandee (Comedy +) said...

Mike sent me over. Prayers in progress. :)

Raine said...

((((((((Mysti))))))))

'Tart said...

I wish you blessings and prayers as you go through this difficult time.
Tart

S'onnie said...

You are in my thoughts

Mary said...

Tracy, you are in my thoughts and in my prayers, and will ask God for you to go through this quickly. You take care my friend, we are all thinking about you. hugsss....Mary

Hopefulsl said...

My poor sister!!!!
I am so sorry that you are having to go through this, and i really hope and pray that you will find a doctor soon.....I can't even think of going through this myself. I hurt for you so much and wish i could take this away from you. So heavenly father i ask for you to wrap a warm blanket around my sister in this time of need to ease some of the pain until she is able to seek medical help. ((AMEN))
I love you sis, and hope to put up another post to whats happening in my world these days soon.......
Hugs & Kisses,
Love,Stacy-Brat

((((((Tracy)))))

Tracy said...

Thank you everyone. I appreciate all your comments and prayers.

Hugs my friends.. and to my sis, love you lots!

Mike Golch said...

Tracy, I have a surprise for both you and your sister on my site,so with that being said Come and see what I have for the both oy you!

Chunks of Reality said...

Good luck. I am thinking of you during this most difficult time.

*hugs*

Awake In Rochester said...

I'm sorry to hear that. If I remember, your doctor left. I hope that you keep searching for just the right doctor that can help you. I will say a prayer.

This picture is now one of my very favorites. It is very powerful. Did you paint it?

Jade said...

My thoughts will definitely be with you. I'm sorry you and your body have to go through these tough changes, but hopefully it is for the better. Two best things I can suggest is physical activity and writing to help your moods, or at least help to understand what is flowing through your mind.

Lots of Love and Prayers to you!

Denise said...

Hey girl......... I have been missing for too long and am out trying to read and catch up with my friends....... and I find you in pain!

sooooooooooooo I pray that the Father God who is the healer will touch your physical body and bring healing and relief from pain.. I pray that the Holy Spirit would flood your body and spirit and bring with the the healing balm. I pray that as you begin to move and hear HIM speak that the pain will subside and you will find renewed strength and energy. I pray that God will grant you beautiful Christian Doctors that will not only see you as a woman but will see you as a child of God and they will pray as they begin to help you through this time in your life....... I pray in Jesus name....

Love ya girl and I will come back every day and try not to miss out on what is going on in your life..

Hugs

Tracy said...

Thanks everyone for the prayers and the support. I appreciate it. Awake I also fell in love with this pic. I wish i had painted it, but i can not take claim for this wonderfully moving painting.

Hugs everyone!